The Continuation

Blueberry.



I'm Starting to wonder if I felt like that, or if I just wanted to. Did you feel like that?

Losing Hope

Every time I'm with you, I miss her more.

Why did she have to have such a big impact on my life?

I'll pretend it didn't hurt

I still read the notes/letter you gave me.

They help, or at least they used to... Why can't I forget?



"I never thought I'd smile so much."

A Tribute

Grapefruit.




"Now I'm left here waiting, for you to tell me how it ends."

Forgotten

Each day that passes I realize that I miss you more and more...

I'm expendable anyhow

I can be easily ignored. It's all about charisma they say, how much character you give off. Appareny I don't give off that much charisma, then again I probably never have. In groups I'm the background, the voice that people hear but don't acknowledge. That means either one of two things: 1) My comments aren't worth a reply, meaning that I shouldn't talk. 2) There isn't any point in me being around people, giving the initiative that I should just die.

To never dream again... Wouldn't that be something?

I just had the worst dream to date in this sequence of nightmares. The dream was so happy and amazing, it was overall...perfect! But one can only be happy for so long before they wake up and realize that everything they just experienced, everything that just happened in that dream, was a lie.


I'd rather have a nightmare then one that gives me false hope.